the gay personal blog of tumblr user wwonderful

it’s like dude i mean i’ve never talked to anyone about my gender except for my...

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 16:12:46 -0400

it’s like dude i mean i’ve never talked to anyone about my gender except for my therapist and it’s like for them to not even listen to me it’s like why. like why would i fake something like this is doesnt make sense. like when i try to talk to them [ryan kelly noelle kelsey ect] they wont even read the messages they wont pick up their phones it’s like you guys are my closest friends and i need your support more than ever but instead you’re pushing me away and i don’t understand it. just because i’ve never talked to you guys about this topic doesn’t mean it’s something i haven’t been struggling with since i was a child and they know that i have and i’m just like this is such a shitty way to lose a friendship. god idk anymore i just want to like die or something because i dont have any support from anyone

if i kill myself i apologize

Mon, 23 Apr 2012 23:25:06 -0400

if i kill myself i apologize

maybe if you love someone youll let them go i dont know why thats such a hard concept for me to...

Mon, 23 Apr 2012 23:07:32 -0400

maybe if you love someone youll let them go

i dont know why thats such a hard concept for me to grasp

omf people actually followed oh gosh

Mon, 23 Apr 2012 23:05:33 -0400

omf people actually followed oh gosh

i know you arent very happy with me wow i just dont know anymore

Mon, 23 Apr 2012 23:03:01 -0400

i know you arent very happy with me

wow i just dont know anymore

i’m not going to be happy until i’m dead and wow that’s close to happening

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 23:39:11 -0400

i’m not going to be happy until i’m dead

and wow

that’s close to happening

i don’t even know what to do with you sometimes i mean like you told me you were going to fix...

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 23:35:03 -0400

i don’t even know what to do with you sometimes

i mean like you told me you were going to fix this

but i don’t understand what you’re fixing

because i still feel the same

and you obviously miss him

why did you break up if you were just going to complain about missing him i just don’t...

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 22:46:31 -0400

why did you break up if you were just going to complain about missing him

i just don’t understand you sometimes

maybe thing would go back to normal if you would stop telling yourself they won’t you have no...

Fri, 20 Jan 2012 21:28:20 -0500

maybe thing would go back to normal if you would stop telling yourself they won’t

you have no hope

so why should i

i can’t have this be one sided

so now i guess there’s no side

just fucking wow casually considering suicide again even though i shouldn’t oops

Fri, 20 Jan 2012 21:19:39 -0500

just fucking wow

casually considering suicide again even though i shouldn’t oops

wow i fucking hate this i’m going to cry i might as well unfollow you if you’re going to...

Wed, 18 Jan 2012 00:41:14 -0500

wow i fucking hate this

i’m going to cry

i might as well unfollow you if you’re going to keep this up

why does everyone hate me

Tue, 17 Jan 2012 20:41:17 -0500

why

does

everyone

hate

wow i wasN’T USING YOU YOU’RE JUST TO STUPID TO SEE MY FEELINGS WOWOWOWOWOW

Tue, 17 Jan 2012 20:25:35 -0500

wow

i wasN’T USING YOU

YOU’RE JUST TO STUPID TO SEE MY FEELINGS WOWOWOWOWOW